OH BABY! You are not a baby anymore. Last week you turned 6 on Independence Day. Noah will still declare that his Halloween birthdate is the best day to be born on, but I think being a little firework baby suits you just perfectly. You are just that little spark... that little something extra that bursts forth in the darkness and leaves people in awe.
One of my favorite pictures of you from your 2nd birthday party
This year was a year of big changes for you. You started kindergarten! *sniff sniff* I didn't think you were ready. You are still just a tiny little guy and all those other kinder critters just seemed to tower over you. I worried that emotionally, kindergarten was going to chew you up and spit you out. I worried that you wouldn't be able to keep up because kindergarten has changed a lot since I was in it. Then, we did recess and colored. Now, if you can't read by the end of kindergarten, you are behind. That scared me for you. You see, you qualified for preschool years ago because you tested across the bottom of your same aged peers. You got some labels slapped on and a slew of interventions. We braced ourselves for how difficult school would be. We've sat through a ton of IEP meetings. And through it all... you kept doing your thing. You kept working, you kept learning, you kept moving at your own "Miles is too cool for school" pace. And then this year in kindergarten you exploded. Things started clicking. You started making connections. You started writing and reading! You started realizing that 8 or 4 or 6 weren't just arbitrary words! Word on the street is that next year you won't qualify for services or need an IEP. MILES! You went from the bottom 7% to all caught up. It blows my mind. And yet- it shouldn't. All your life you've been defying odds. You've always set your own path and done things in your own time. You'd think by now I'd learn to just sit back and stop worrying about you because YOU'VE GOT THIS.
Shortly after school started, Scarlett came into our family. The instant relationship the two of you had truly felt miraculous. You could reach her when no one else could. You all developed this simpatico within minutes that transcended the adjustment all the rest of us went through. You both marveled at having someone else that looked like you in the family. I am so grateful for that connection that you have. It often gets you both into a lot of trouble because DEAR GOD YOU EMBOLDEN one another. But you also love each other fiercely and deeply and seeing you together makes me believe that there are still forces of good in the world who can bring such redemption to both your lives by giving you each other. I listen to you both reconcile your pasts and I whisper up silent prayers of thanksgiving that you have each other as you navigate what it means and feels like to be adopted together.
This year, I saw something shift in you. You are becoming so sensitive. I'm watching you use that sensitivity in the most amazing ways. You are turning it into empathy. Miles, a couple of weeks ago, I watched you give a high five to a homeless man and then tug on my arm to make sure that we gave him some money. I see you befriend people who might not have friends. I see you walk up to people in the assisted living facility and give hugs and a "How you doin' ma'am" to people who desperately want to be seen. And you do every bit of this without prompting. I watch it come right from your heart. You have such a beautiful heart. I'm so incredibly proud to be able to witness you becoming such a champion for people.
Miles, I wish I could describe how much we love you. If I had a nickel for every time your daddy said, "Man, he's just such a neat kid," I'd be a rich woman. Your dad loves you like crazy cakes and he just gets this sweet little grin while he watches you. A few months ago you had your tonsils taken out and some corrective surgery on your ears. You didn't get out of my lap for a solid week. If I went to the bathroom, you followed me. So many times while you were laying on top of me while we watched Planes for the 306th time a tear would pop into my eye remembering how not too many years ago, you didn't want anything to do with me. Thank you for letting me be a source of love and comfort to you now. It's not lost on me how far we've come. I'm crying now just thinking about it. You have such a capacity for love. Everyone that meets you loves you instantly. I'm so grateful that I get to be your mom.
You are a busy little man. This last year you played on a baseball team and joined the swim team. You moved into a new house, started at a new school, went on a few vacations. You spend your days playing with your bestie, Davis, who luckily moved in down the street a few months ago. You spend hours jumping on the trampoline and soaking things and people with the water hose. You run like the wind blows and you never seem to get tired. Ever. You learned how to ride your bike without training wheels and now you can zoom anywhere you want to go.
You play round after round of UNO with Noah and you let Sadie baby you any time you can. And, of course, there is no end to the mischief you and Scarlett get into. You lost your first tooth! You weigh 35 pounds and wear size 4T clothes. You've been growing your dreadlocks out from almost two years and you are kind of known for them in our circle of friends. They suit your spunky little personality just perfectly. You are surrounded by a family who loves you to the point of insanity.
You are a ray of light and sunshine to everyone around you. We love you so much and can't wait to see what the next year holds for you.
I love you!
***Every year, I give my kids a little interview on their birthdays. I hope that it will be a great way for me to look back and see glimpses of who they were at every stage of life and see how they change over the years. (For previous years, click on 2013, 2012, 2011, 2010)
Me: If a genie could grant you one wish what would it be?
Miles: Ummm, I don't know. I guess police officer.
Me: What do you want to be when you grow up?
Me: Do you want to get married when you grow up?
Me: To who?
Miles: I don't even know what her names gonna be.
Me: Do you want to have children?
Me: How many?
Miles: three. One girl and two boys.
Me: Do you feel different now that you are six?
Miles: Yes. It feels different that I can ride my new bike.
Me: What is your favorite color and why?
Miles: Green cause lots of things are colored green.
Me: Who is your best friend and why do you like them?
Miles: Davis cause he plays with me a lot and he ummm, lets me in his room.
Me: Now that you are six, do you think you'll get a girlfriend?
Me: What is your favorite TV show?
Me: What do you like most about school?
Miles: Lunch because I get dessert.
Me: What is your favorite thing about yourself?
Miles: That I love people.
*** That's my favorite thing about him, too!***
Me: What is your favorite song?
Miles: Nothing can stop me from Planes
Me: If you could have any super power what would it be?
Miles: I would be thinking so smart.
Me: What is your very favorite thing to do?
Miles: Play with other kids who don't have other friends.
Me: What are you most afraid of?
Me: What is your favorite thing about Mommy?
Miles: That I love her.
Me: What is your favorite thing about Daddy?
Miles: That he works so hard for me.
Me: Is there anything else you want to tell me?
Miles: You make it up.
Your Current Favorites:
Book: Mater and the Ghostlight
Ice Cream: Vanilla
A look back at the last year of Miles' life
Hawaii July 2013
The joy of being a brother to sisters July 2013
Handsomest Man on the Block- July 2013
Scarlett's First Week Home August 2013
First Day of Kindergarten! August 7, 2013
Being Luigi- Halloween 2013
Enlisting Daddy to help with dreadlock maintenance. December 2013
Flexin' March 2014
Easter Sunday April 2013
Saint Louis, April 2014
City Museum, St. Louis April 2014
Ice Skating! April 2014
First Lost Tooth May 2014
Still love getting your hair washed in the sink April 2014
Hanging out with your BFF Davis May 2014
First Day of Tee Ball May 2014
Post Tonsillectomy Snuggles - May 2014
Pajama Day for the last day of kindergarten- May 2014
First week with our dog Maggie- May 2014
First day of swim practice June 2014
HAPPY 6th BIRTHDAY, MILES!
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